Wow I was just about to open a thread about it but I then saw yours.. Iv'e got pretty much the same case.

Been playing Alicia for 3 weekends now trying to get another weapon but after dozens of games with noobs, quitters, afkers and people who roll on the shotgun even though I'm playing Alicia I simply give up.

The looting/reward system is beyond ridiculous and as of now I don't have any desire to play.